ilu`
dearest...
haii...i dunno how to continue...i am just stuck...in da middle of no where...deres no one dere to help me...i look around me and all i cant think is euu...not anyone else but euu...its just like i cant get euu off my mind....and even if i confess to euu dat i like euu wads dhe use....i will be hurt afterall....heard euu like a girl....i dunno who she is or where she come from....i dun even care...all i care was dat i wish one day euu would like me....but its like in MY DREAMs....haii....i bet dat dhe girl is pretty....wad am i!...a freak....fine if euu think im dat....i dun care...if euu think i am annoying...stick with dat....i dunno wad in dhe world euu think of mie....i just dun give a damn....i know how much euu love her....she may love euu back...if dats so..fine...all i can do is like to cry for days and then hoping to ferget euu and hope dat i would get someone who appreciate me more...i just dunno wad to do...but as long as i am happy dat i like euu till todae...its good enuuff from mie...yarh...dats all...ilu...
MAYBE im right.
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im back with da old mie `
dear precious blog,
heys its been months ever since i blog or even touch my computer...yarh..i think i crash da whole darn system....haha...all thanks to my brains fer adding devices which was unnessesery...yarh...hehe...yarh..sounds like i full of joy huh...but deep down inside...im not even happy...later i tell euu lah..now i wanna be happie first...aniewaes...continue..my computer spoiled actually during dha school holidaes..wad de hell lor...i shuffer thru out dhe whole holidae without MSN! FRENSTER! and BLOG !....ever since my comphuter spoil i have been writing stuff dat happen to mie in my diary..but very troublesome lehx...must alwaes find dha correct place to hide it or else if my parents read it...dats dhe end of mie...euu will not even see me dha next minute...i will be lyk flying to heaven....hahha...craps...wooble wooble wooble....DUN ANYONE DARE TO TAKE THIS FAVOURITE QOUTE OF MINE!!or else...dats the end of eu...! i assure...and this starts from todae!!..haha..dots lah..think i am getting more and more evil everydae..but dats me lah...cant help it..haha..even celeste say dat im evil...in a joking manner lah...like duh...am i dat evil??...hahha...dun think so..i think i am sweet and CUTE!!...*puke* wad dhe hell...wake up NATASHA....hahaha...talking about cute....guess wad....I AM STILL SHORT...how wonderful ishh dat huh?....i wanna grow...i wanna grow grow grow!!!....grr....is dere anyone who can make me grow taller?...hehe....must have no SIDE EFFECTS hor...or else be prepare to see eu in court....hahas....riteee....hmm wad else...oh ya...ermm....wad huh...i fergett lah....FINE LAH ....i admitt i got STM...wad can euu do...its just mie...hahaha....yups....i am not down fer maths and english extra lesson after school...but not sure if other subject lah...think i so clever meh...yah...oh man....dunno wad to write...i think my joyness has ended....yarh....
MAYBE im right.
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
using in school
hi..long time me never blog because my computer went crazy..GRR..now using the computer in school..HAHA...ya..now is food and nutrition period so i use for awhile only ...ya...sorry ..me now got to go before teacher come...okay..byes..take care see you on msn in a thousand years time...tasha signing off
MAYBE im right.
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
haii..
Haii...just watch 'CHASE' ya..the show...very sad show...gabriel (utt) ya he waited for this girl since he was in secondary school..ya..like crush that kind of thing..ya...then the girl say like wat about 10 years time from then...and see whether she will accept him or not...(i DUNNO how to put it into sentence )..ya..then ten years have pass..and they met...they like fell in love ...and in the end the girl flying off to i dont know what country..so gabriel(utt) tried to meet her at the airport..but it was too late...yup..then..guess wad gabriel(utt) say that he will wait another 10 more years...the moment i hear that i was like wah...then me like wanna cry...serious !..you should watch it ...cant help it..but to lock myself in my room for a few minutes..and tears just roll down..i thought about my life for awhile...i thought about him...i just dont know..its like all the sad things just pop out...haii..now feeling terribly heart broken..and sad...haii...and worse whenever when i am feeling this i rather be alone..but there goes my parent...they just dont allow me to watch the tv...sucks...feel like running away..i feel like nobody in the house need me...i feel so adopted*...i feel so haii...i just want my freedom and my own life..i just dont want you parents to interfere...i know you care for me but not this way...its just not right...im no longer the olden aged children...i want my own life...just leave me alone for one...you guys dont understand me at all...parents just...haii...nevermind...just leave me ALONE
can you` love me please
i just want to be love for once
MAYBE im right.
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